Thursday, March 10, 2016
I think I’m getting better although some moments I really can’t tell. I got the new med and started it Monday evening. Other than tasting bad (it’s an inhaled antibiotic) and a bit of a headache, no super ill effects.
Ana went to spend a few days with Robby, so Terry and I here alone.
Wednesday, the big noisy computer I’ve used for a long time gave me a hard disk error. Haven’t decided if I will get it repaired or just use this little Acer until I decide to buy me a new one. At least, thank you Jesus, I had everything of importance backed up to jump drive. I think I need to buy me an external hard drive too. Not sure.
I have moments of just wanting to cry. I hope this means that I am going through the changes of getting better since I do feel well enough to WANT to cry. Crazy I know, but it’s where my brain is today. Since I’ve been sick I truly feel that my brain is mush. I don’t spell right, make lots of errors, retype, make mistakes, say things stupid or all wrong. I feel like throwing up my hands at times, but I’ve never been a quitter and I don’t plan to be one now.