February that is–of course all months, all days should be months, days and years of love. Sadly, this isn’t always the case. I won’t even attempt to begin to verbalize what I feel at the moment given the shape of our world-and the people in it. It isn’t just in the ‘big cities’ or Washington or politics–it’s everywhere!
On a brighter note, the little part time job is going well. I learn a bit more each week. I’m working out the details of the rest of my treatment-I think. That could change tomorrow…but for now I will pay the less that 8.00 a week for the supplies I will need, and the 3.30 co-pay for med. I don’t like that they billed me for the co-pay when I gave them a credit card to use–I will inquire about that when they call on Monday.
I’ve thought a lot about Ana these days. She qualifies for a full Pell Grant. She plans to go to school to be a nurse. I pray she will hang in there and study and pass. At the moment I don’t have a lot of faith in that.
She is going to stop teaching Black Light. Truth is, I can’t blame her for that one. The kids don’t listen and the pastor’s wife, who is the disiplinarian for the group has ADD and will ask the same question 10 times, all the time Ana is answering and she will bang her finger on the table and ask the question another 10 times. She questions everything Ana does, has to check out every song Ana wants to do and when Ana tries to do a song she wants done, she even questions that. *sigh* I’ve tried to get Ana to talk with her and the preacher, but she says it won’t do any good, and it might not. It is her life and she needs to make decisions, right or wrong and suffer the consequences of those choices.
I go Monday to be trained in giving myself my allergy shots. That will be a full day. Then , ran into my sister in Walmart this evening and she asked me to take her to Jackson Tuesday to the endocrinologist. Ugh–trouble is, she wants to get to my house at 7:30 to leave (after they drop the youngest daughter off at school) and it’s an hour and a half to get to where she is going with no traffic problems…or I think it is. I told her I’d just pick her up if I had to take her and her hubby could take the kid to school. I do not want to deal with him all day too. Ugh again…
It is going to be May and I won’t have any jellies made or new EO blends done with all these trips here and yonder. Ugh even again. 😀
Oh well, tomorrow will be a brighter day, I hope.